| i dont know anymore . . jason confusses me alot .. . . . he says he doesnt know what he wants. . . . i know what i want . . . and im hoping that we want the same thing. . . . . hes says he loves me and i love him . . but he says things joking around that i just dont like and it pisses me off sometimes but w/e . . . . i trust him i really do but somethings he says even if it is joking makes me think . . . i just cant wait for him to come home to see what happens . . . . hopefully nothen bad . . i dont think nothen but will happen but we shall see wont we !
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| well thanksgiving was ok . . today my parents and i just watched a bunch of movies. . . i have work soon dont feel like going at all but i need the money so i can get jason's gift. . . . .cant wait for him to be home . . .i miss him so much . . . yesterday was weird talkin to him . . . we both are kinda confussed about a few things but i think everything is going to be ok . . . its freakin freezing in my house and outside.. . . . well thats it for now . . . |
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| i dont know whats wrong but i just have this feeling that somethings wrong or something bad is going to happen.. . . i dont know why and its weird . . anyway im so sleepy today . . but i need to finish washing the floor for tomorrow. . . happy thanksgiving eveyone |
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| well hello there. . . i havent updated in awhile . . . not to much has happened. . .on a sad note my dog rascal got hit by a car and died on thursday which was awful . . .like my whole family came over tho so it was ok . ..my family is so damn funny . . . my aunt walked into the wrong house . . anyway saterday i got a puppy named luna doodle . . shes so cute and funny . . . talked to jason . . he seems like something is bothering him . . and hes started to think alot about the age thing and i know that its hard to be 3 years apart and that it is something it keep in the back of ur mind but i dont think that we should worry about it that much because if my parents were going to do anything they wouldnt let me date someone who is three years older than me . . . plus they know that im happy . . . anyway breakfest time . . .
luv my bubu . . .lol |
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| hi there. . havent updated in awhile. . .nothen to much going on . . schools a pain but whats new im trying hard and thats all i can say . . moving on i got homecoming pictures back there good . . .lol . .now im hoping to get a date for the winter ball. . . but only going with someone as friends. . . .lol . . . had a weird conversation with one of jasons friends last night . . only talked to jason for maybe 5 minutes but it was fun just wish i talked to him more. . . . umm i might be going to Greece for 6 weeks during the summer .. . im really hoping . . .all i need to do is come up with $5,495 dollars so i can go . . im hoping i can do it because i really really want to go like more than ive ever wanted to do anything else . . i mean how awsome would it be if i got to go to greece for six weeks . . anyway . . . if anyone has ways i could raise money to go let me know . .lol . . im kinda tired but i have energy like i want to do something like dance or w./e. i think im going to be shoveling alot of driveways this winter . . hopefully we will get a couple blizards so i can shovel alot of snow. . .lol I feel like singing or doing kareoke something like that.. . . . its only 521 and it feels like 7 o'clock. . . . blah im bored . . well im out . . leave me some comments . .lol
luv my bubu |
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